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Babe, who was that?

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About last night...       Sinking feeling of being alone, throat is clogged , choking back tears that threatens to pour, hands shaking, heart pounding. How can guys be so clueless!! Or is it me, am I not getting it? Don't I understand?, I do but it makes no sense to me, there's no excuse. Right now I just want to be left alone, but I know there's no chance of that, they would want to know why! And I can't talk without bursting out in tears, so I'm just playing it cool, acting indifferent, like I do not actually care, the truth is that my heart is breaking into a million pieces, I am angry, lord knows I am angry, at him, at me, at her! He's so stupid, stupid! 4 hours earlier...        I am so excited, I can't wait, it's all planned, I am going to have the best day ever. I receive the call, it's my partner, he says dressed and be on your way, okay, I am already dressed, so I leave my flat and I start the journey to the other side ...