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Okay guys, the other day I told you about my shopping experience with my girlfriends, well the Main event came after that, the main event came about 4 months after that, I had been trying to shed some weight and I felt lighter, so when my significant other (yes my partner) proposed a shopping spree, I said yes without a thought, the thought I should have been thinking was: "I HAVE NOT LOST ANY WEIGHT!". But alas, I wasn't thinking.     It was a Saturday morning, the previous night we went out for drinks, we had catfish pepper soup, and it was really good too, when we got home, we had wine, so on that Saturday morning, I was a little bit bloated but I wasn't going to turn down shopping because I felt sick. Off we went to this little boutique in town, it was new and the owner, Miss Mabel, swore that she had stuff that would be my perfect size, p.s they always do , I made it a point to ask, not because of what happened four months ago (I had all but forgotten about that...

About last night...       Sinking feeling of being alone, throat is clogged , choking back tears that threatens to pour, hands shaking, heart pounding. How can guys be so clueless!! Or is it me, am I not getting it? Don't I understand?, I do but it makes no sense to me, there's no excuse. Right now I just want to be left alone, but I know there's no chance of that, they would want to know why! And I can't talk without bursting out in tears, so I'm just playing it cool, acting indifferent, like I do not actually care, the truth is that my heart is breaking into a million pieces, I am angry, lord knows I am angry, at him, at me, at her! He's so stupid, stupid! 4 hours earlier...        I am so excited, I can't wait, it's all planned, I am going to have the best day ever. I receive the call, it's my partner, he says dressed and be on your way, okay, I am already dressed, so I leave my flat and I start the journey to the other side ...

Everybody loves to buy new stuff, everybody loves to shop, get new shoes, new clothes, new bags, new watches, new everything, we love the feel and smell of new stuff. Most people..well I get emotional when I purchase a new thing, I keep touching it, I keep Staring at it, and I can't wait to wear that thing, I don't know, but I feel this applies to everybody I have met. Now all these sound nice when they fit our size or body shapes, I am talking about things like shoes and clothes, when they fit, we feel on top of the world, we are there standing in the changing room, striking poses, taking selfies, life is good , everything is perfect, everybody is happy.,, wrong! Not everybody is happy, what about those who don't get clothes that fit, they stand there in the other changing room tugging and tugging till they hear that distinct sound of fabric so stretched to the point of tear! Then they let out that breath they have been holding just to get into that dress and then sit dow...